Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. But we never stop loving tht stupid person.
"You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.” - That's what LOVE is to me... it just happens... Therez no escape...
2 comments:
holy crap I was feeling this today. Love hurts doesn't it? It's so scary.
Firstly u got to read my blog..
Secondly - It hurts to see some1 u love ignores you... it also hurts to see that he dosent feel ur love.. but you know what, it is more hurting to know that he also loves you but you dont want to let him know for whtever reasons it may be..
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