Pst 10 days been not so good. Everything was turning on the wrong side with only bad news coming from everywhere.
My Canada visa got delayed for a month coz when I went to the VFS centre I learnt tht I can’t put in my Visa papers for study permit. It can be done only in the 90 day period from the date of commencement of the course. Now all the bank statements which was quite painful work to hv got them done will hv to be made again,a ll afresh. The reason is I hv been quite hyper with my visa stuff coz if thts not happening I need to move ahead with other things.
To add more to the misery I realized tht with the offer from UC Berkeley, behind it my counselor had sent me offer letter from UCLA which I didn’t see. I was so busy with exams n stuff tht I cudnt even speak to my counselor. Now when I go to meet him and he asked me why didn’t I accept the offer from both of them coz by now I wud hv got my i20’s. Its only then I realize tht I had 2 offer letters but I was so disappointed with the program module offered at UC Berkeley tht I didn’t go thru all the papers n wht I had got at UCLA was exactly I was looking for. Now the thing is the deadline is over to accept the offer so makes me left with a feeling OH GOD WHY !!!! I always thought I cudnt get thru UCLA n UC Berkeley and was expecting a rejection from them and having got offers makes me feel in mess cuz I cudnt accept them.. tht was all I wanted all this while….
To add more I was with Momsi (Kay’s mum aka Sheela aunty) and 2 days with her n her senti talks made me feel worse. To add more I met with an accident at churchgate I got 20 stiches, feel like killing tht bastard on the bike or rather ask god if he was planning to call me to meet him. This is the second time in pst 2 months tht I was saved from death’s call. Last time while we were in cab at colaba suddenly the door opened n I was going to fall out of the cab where other cars wud hv passed over me if Janavi wudnt hv had good reflexes and hold my hand n pulled me inside I wud hv been dead, I still get goose bums when I think bout it. Seen death so close !!!
With busy fri n sat at KC with TY practicals exams and working there as an internal biochemistry expert for the uni exams, was completely exhausted. Sunday morning while I was trying to relax with the painful stiches as I cudnt sleep night before I get a call bringing more bad news tht Anish lost his father, almost entire day went with him. With the absolute silence between us, we hv never been so quite whenever we hv met. The fun, pranks n lots of talking, but this was so different. We knew nothing n wht to say n wht cud hv been done. Getting back home from there, I got lost in thoughts, the situation got over me. I really started thinking a few things n they are still on my mind.. don’t know how to get out of it… ewwwwww
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